MY HUBBY LOVES ME.......

So I was sitting at my desk and in walked and beautiful arrangement.

My loving husband sent it to me to tell me he loves me lots. I was so surprised and happy. It was really great to get a surprise. I really appreciate the good man I have been blessed with. Praise God!!! I really thank God for the many blessings. My husband is doing so good in church and is praying more and more. I am really proud of him. He is being a great role model to the kids. Well this is just something simple and quick to let everyone know how much I love God for blessing me. I am very thankful.

FEELING A LITTLE UNPRETTY.......

Well I really don't even know what to say but I was feeling so unpretty yesterday. I wanted to put a bag over my face. Then I decided to turn to my Sister Linda and Sister Kendra about it. They gave me so much encouragement and made me realize as a CHRISTIAN APOSTOLIC women I am beautiful as I am. It was great to have sisters to turn to. I was just really thankful for that.

You know I see these girls with make up and hair with different colors and I was just feeling like they look so much prettier than me. At that moment I want to put on make up. I prayed and ask God what to do and that is when I turned to my sisters. Amen!!!

You know I love to have all the beauty show from the inside out. I realized that yesterday. Dark circles or bags under the eyes are okay. God said i gave you sleep now sleep. LOL. that is my problem is I don't sleep enough and then I have these ugly dark circles. I know that I need to take better care of myself because God gave me this temple to take care of it. Now I will smile big and know that I am beautiful because I am a women who lives for GOD!!!! Thank to Sister Linda and Sister Kendra for being there. I love you so much!!!!!

Psalm 139:14
14 I praise you, for I am fearfully and wonderfully made. Wonderful are your works;my soul knows it very well.

2 Corinthians 4:16
16 So we do not lose heart. Though our outer self is wasting away, our inner self is being renewed day by day.

PEAK @ C.A.T

PEAK 2010 ANCHORED................

I don't really even know where to start but i can say is this is so awesome to have are youth come home and bring peak back with them. I wasn't able to go this year to peak but all I know is next year we will be there. God has amazing revival for our church. We had a awesome service and I realized a lot listening to all the young people speak about peak and all the preachings that took place. All I know is our church is on fire. It is so exciting to see all the youth appreciate God and a great pastor. Praise God Praise God!!!

It really made me realized that I have a lot to learn, I have always just prayed about people I know or in our church but what about the people I don't know or who don't know the word. I have never asked God to lead me to someone I could win their soul. I feel so ashamed that I don't go into a coffee shop and talk about God, I am ashamed because of the set of mind I had, but I was renewed last night. God's hand where put on me like never before and it felt great. I am so thankful to God for never giving up and that is exactly what he wants from us as Apostolic Christians. Don't give up on someone who is full of tattoos or piercings. Don't give up on them just like you would not want God to give up on you. Understand what we are so blessed to be able to do. WE CAN SAVE SOULS!!! There is no backslider that can't be saved so don't look at them and lose faith in them. God is all, HE is the I AM. Impossible is not a word.

I am so thankful to God for a great Pastor and Pastor's wife.

The Clarke family have been so good to us and welcoming our family back to church. They have always had their arms open to us. I really appreciate what Pastor Clarke Preaches and stands for. I love my Pastor and Sis. Clarke. They really stand for what we as Apostolic Pentecostal Christian stand for. Praise God! They are where I want to raise my kids. This is what is right for my children and where they need to grow up. I am really thankful. I know God has lead us back here for a reason and is keeping us in arms reach. It has been a great church and my husband has felt the strong anointing in C.A.T. I am looking forward to being a big part in the church and really let people know that I love our church and our pastor and our sisters and brothers.

I LOVE GOD!!!!!

We are so blessed to have Sister and Brother Jeff Rowell. They are the youth leaders of our church and I am looking forward to my children being lead by them. They love our youth so much and they live for God. No matter what God sends there way they love GOD. They are so great. I am waiting for my kids to turn 12 ( well I can wait a little bit) As young kids to see them worship God and ask questions and be hungry for God has been so awesome. I love that I have found truth. It is the great medicine for my soul. AMEN!!!!!! My kids are going to know God and be Baptist in Jesus name and know what truth is and I have great youth leaders who are a blessing to us. They are going to help me raise apostlic christians.

Our youth will shine and will win so many souls. They are ready, they are driven to bring many souls home. Bless them all and let them have the victory. The youth has been renewed and they are ready to go out and give the word of God. I am really excited for them. I am so happy to those who went to peak and felt the message. i am thankful that they came back and brought the message back. Praise God!!!! Let's win these souls and we are most definitely supporting our youth. They are amazing people and youth of ontario go get them.

Matthew 28:16-20 (New International Version)
The Great Commission

16 Then the eleven disciples went to Galilee, to the mountain where Jesus had told them to go. 17 When they saw him, they worshiped him; but some doubted. 18 Then Jesus came to them and said, "All authority in heaven and on earth has been given to me. 19 Therefore go and make disciples of all nations, baptizing them in the name of the Father and of the Son and of the Holy Spirit, 20 and teaching them to obey everything I have commanded you. And surely I am with you always, to the very end of the age.

Amen and I love this awesome feeling!!!!!!

MY LOVELY HUSBAND.....

There is so much to say about the great man I love. It all started in March of 2007 when I saw these beautiful green eyes looking my way. I had just moved in to an apartment. I happen to choose that apartment because there was a woman who lived next store that had kids too. It ended up to be his sister. I really fell in love with him fast. He was so charming and a kind hearted man. I remembered that night when we were there playing a game and just could not stop looking at each other. He had a great smile and he was competitive as well. (of course I won). We ended up being together everyday from that day forward. We just had some much we had in common. I remember him telling me he loved me for the first time. He was on the phone and he said it under his breath and hung up. I had those strong feelings as well. I remember telling him that I did not want a boyfriend at the time and him asking me, "I am not your boyfriend?" I laughed ad said your my boyfriend. From that day forward we were always together. I remember his family saying we always see his truck here and we know he is with you. I was so happy and knew I wanted to marry him. I remember he bought me some roses. He called me and told me he had a surprise for me. My friend and I were saying what if it is the ring. what if he ask you to marry him. to our surprise it was roses and I was looking for the ring. It was it time yet. Then one day he said "you are going to be my wife." We got married 9 months later.
December 11, 2007. I am very happy because I met my hubby and now I know God.
B.C. I was never in the place I am today and God has blessed me with a beautiful family. We have been through some many trails together and have come a long way to serve God as one and not separate that our honey moon is just beginning with God over us. I have prayed for God to do something for my husband and God has always told me " WHEN IS TIME HAS COME HE WILL BE A TRUE MAN OF GOD AND SERVE FULLY JUST KEEP THE FAITH AND THE PRAYERS." I know my God is almighty and always keeps a promise. My husband is doing so good and I am a proud wife of a good christian man. There is something he does to my heart when he prays. It is so beautiful and I see my sons looking up to him and really loving the man he is. I know our relationship is strong and is going to be forever. We are going to grow old together and we will meet at the door way to heaven together. I truly love my husband so much and would be so lost without him. I am looking forward to what God has for us in the future as His children..........We are a family that will serve God together and there is nothing better then that.
Thank you God for this great blessing of a great man..... I love you babe more than I can ever say!!!!!!

Well this is the tribe I have. They are a great blessing. They have very different personalities. I really love them so much and they keep me going. There is Mariah (on top left) She is a beauty. She is so funny because if she is in the restroom talking to you she looks in the mirror at her expressions. It makes me and my husband laugh so much. She loves t pose for the camera. She is a very smart little girl who just knows that she is. I was blessed with her when I met my husband. She and I just fell in love with each other. She has given me a great strength in life. she has a great amount of energy and i love her with all of my heart. Then there is Aleena (top middle) who is about to turn ten this month. She is a bright beautiful christian girl. She loves God so much and really enjoys to sing songs to praise the Lord. She is my angel because when I got pregnant I had cancer and would have never known if she was not my blessing. She is very good girl who helps a lot around the house. She is the only child my mom held before she passed away and she use to make my mom so happy. She is my angel.

Brianna (top right) is my other daughter who lives with her grandparents. She really is a good girl and really smart. She was skipped up a grade. She is very happy where she is at right now and that makes me happy. I pray that she will soon come home with me when she is ready. I really miss her so much. It is hard but I know in my heart she will come home soon.

Then there is Andrew (bottom left) he is a ham. He is really a good boy. He is famous for saying "that's so funny mommy" we laugh hard. HE makes funny faces to my husband a lot. They are really close. I hear him singing a lot of praise songs in spanish and it makes me happy.

He is my baby the youngest and he is going to kinder this year which scares me but I will shed a tear and get over it.

Now Daniel (bottom right) he is my lil man who oreally loves me. Sometime he gets upset and does this pouting face that drives me crazy. He is over all a good boy and I really want him to grow in the church and love God. He is an awesome lil boy. He looks up to my husband a lot and wants to be just like him which really makes me proud.

We really love our kids so much, God has truely blessed us to find each other and raise these beautiful children. Thanks be to the great almighty GOD. We Love the Lord with all our heart.

LADIES NIGHT.......

Last night I went to ladies night at mt church. It was so awesome and good. God really moved in me and touched my heart. I was so excited. Sis. Letty was awesome in the way she had us "soak up the word." I was really moved. We prayed and knew that we were there for one another. After we went to Legends. It is a hamburger place with a whole lot of food. Really good :p. I need to share a ride with one of the sister because my husband had dropped me off. I rode with Sis. Letty who is a beautiful, smart woman. (Ohh and not scary at all lol.) We had great conversations and really were getting to know each other. She is a great person with a heart for GOD. Sis. Letty is actually my neighbor. So I rode home with her and we got home and talk for about 45 minutes, it was very good. I am really excited to be in the church and know GOD.
So by the time I got home it was almost 11:00pm, but I was so excited I talk my husbands ears off. HE kept reminding me I had to work today. He is so awesome to listen to me. So after I was able to relax I fell asleep around 1am and now I am here at work. I am still excited about last night though. Cant wait to get to church tomorrow.
GOD is really awesome and loves you to. HE is so forgiving. Always remember that. Seek GOD and HE will answer........

Here we are....oh way in the back. :p

These are awesome sisters in the church. They are a big inspiration to me. They live for GOD. I am really excited because tonight we have ladies night at church. I know GOD is going to have a strong move in the church. We sing and worship the LORD. I feel so blessed to be a special part of the church.

I am really excited for my husband to go tonight and fellowship with the men tonight and play domino's. That is his game and Texas hold'em. They are going to have ping pong and my husband is so competitive that that is going to be a blast for him. GOD is really changing him and I am for ever thankful for that. I love Jesus.......Forever!

LIVING FOR GOD......

I have been down a path that has brought me to the perfect place. I live for God and I am happy to know THE LIVING GOD. I have a great church and Pastor. I believe strong in what I stand for. My family is also in church. God has blessed us and shown us HE is almighty. I really love Jesus with all my heart. I love being part of a church that has people beautiful. Our pastor is Bro. Clarke. He is a firm strong pastor who stands for the law that has been provided. My husband and I love his teachings and they touch our heart. My family needs this to be in this great foundation. In my heart I know we are in the right place.