BYE BYE BLOG LIFE

So I happy to say that my blogging life is over.......THIS IS THE LAST BLOG OF MY LIFE.

I sat in Church this Sunday and realized that the Internet takes away time from being in the word and prayer. I finally think it is time to make sacrifices for God who made the ultimate sacrifice for me. So I am reading more and praying more.


Thank God for a great teaching!!!!!!!!


goodbye all 4 of my follows and God bless!!!!!

love you all

BIBLE STUDY

I wanted to thank Sister Evelyn and Brother Jeff for the wonderful study they are giving. We start at 8pm and we end at 9pm. Then we fellowship and eat my mother in laws great cooking. It is really awesome. I am learning so much new stuff. I am really happy to be blessed to have great teachers. God is my first love and I want to know all he wants from me. I want to live by the word of the old and new testament. I really believe you have to live by the whole bible.

So Brother Jeff has his bible chart for the study that he colored and it look really nice. I thought it came like that until my husband asked him who colored it. So good job to Bro. Jeff.

Then Sis. Evelyn can read wow!!!! Super fast but really clear. I love them so much.

On the food my mother in law cooks with a lot of Chile and it is good. We really like it a lot. So when we eat we find out that not only is my husband health crazy so it Bro. Jeff. Sis. Evelyn and I are happy with are good tasting yogurt, lol. It funny how they compare notes. Makes me wonder what they talk about on domino night. Lol that is so funny. Oh they brought some sweet bread and it was great! I got a special one (hahaha babe)

So last night I opened up about the death of my mom to Sis. Evelyn and before I could never talk about it. It was really hard and I realized I am not the only young girl who has lost their mom. I really got some things out and my sister really listen to me. It felt really good because I have really been dealing with this on my heart. I am almost did not cry until the end then I changed the subject. Some things are just still tender.

I am just so happy to know The truth and really believe in all we stand for as

APOSTOLIC PENTECOSTAL CHRISTIANS!!!!!!!

Hello everyone I wanted to share a quick photo of my work life. It was my manger's birthday and we surprised him by throwing him a nerd party. it is said to be his favorite movie. He really loved it. He was really happy about it. We had so much fun. my skirt was up to my chest and my sweater was twisted in the back. Just look at me how funny. Well I hope you like it. GOD BLESS!!!

We really had a great time!!!!!

ACTS 2:38

I am so proud to be a mom but better a apostolic Pentecostal christian mom. The first of my children got baptist on August 15, 2010. It was so beautiful and very touching. Aleena was baptist in JESUS NAME. Praise God. As we got dress we prayed and I have prayed that my daughter never backslides. I know God hears my prayers for all my children and His promises are true. I believe God has blessed my family and continues to do so. I have been believing in God for a long time but now it is in my heart more to have faith and know God never lets you down. I am so excited for my children to receive the Holy Ghost and be baptist in Jesus Name.
Acts 2:38
38Peter replied, "Repent and be baptized, every one of you, in the name of Jesus Christ for the forgiveness of your sins. And you will receive the gift of the Holy Spirit.
I am thankful that my daughter and sons have been blessed with a papi husband. He is really gotten close to God and I see my boys follow him everywhere. I am bless to be a role model to the girls and try to raise them as ladies in the church. They have a lot of love for the Lord and I am so thankful. I really love my family so much and my Father Jesus Christ.

I will walk slow so my little girls can follow
as He would want me to show them the way to His kingdom.

My husband is walking slow so we can follow
God knows he has a big affect on our family.
My husband prayers are like a blanket that wrap
around you and touch your heart.
The drive he has to love God is a big inspiration to the kids and I.

Amen In Jesus Name May Our Family Live For You Jesus!!!!

THE POWER OF PRAYER!!!!!

I really enjoy yesterdays services, they hit my heart great. I am so thankful that God really talks to me. I have been dealing with some things and yesterday I had a sister touch me and tell me everyone goes through things. I was singing praise God. Then when I was praying Pastor Clarke came over and told me what I needed to hear.

I know what I want

I know how to get it

I know where to go

And I know the power of PRAYER!!!!!!!

I will admit that God is dealing with me in a whole other way. He has told me what I need to hear and what I need to do. I am going to be that PRAYING APOSTOLIC PENTECOSTAL CHRISTIAN!!!!!
I know that I having really been slacking in prayer and realize the importance of pray. I need to drop to my knees and know God hears me. You can pray anywhere and anytime.

I was missing out on the Alter calls and not going forward for all the wrong reasons. That is where you will find me more and more. I am realizing that there is so many blessing if I just open up my desires and do what God wants of me. My God is an Awesome God!!!!!!

I have great supportive sisters in the church that I can turn to for anything. I really look up to a lot of the sisters there at C.A.T. The youth, the elders and Sister Clarke. We have a great CHURCH!!!!
I love everyone there, and I feel the love as well.

I have one sister I really think is a blessing in our life and Sis. Kendra thank you for your kindness and welcoming. You are an amazing, intelligent strong woman of God. So thank you Sis for being you. MY daughters look up to you a lot and I am thankful. You and your husband are always in my prayers forever and ever. God bless.

There is so much to say but I am at work and wanted to talk a little about how I was feeling and
You know God is real and I believe HIS promises forever!!!!!!

NOT WHAT I WILL, BUT WHAT YOU WILL......

So light we had a new Friday with Bro. Steve Pixler and it was awesome. I want everyday to be Friday. Praise God!!!!! Bro. Pixler message was awesome. " It is THY WAY not my way." Hallelujah praise God. I sat there and listen to him preach the word and it made me relize that I am guilty of "my way." His message did a lot for me for I will live Thy Way. God will is the best what ever it might me.

The house of God was packed and beautiful, from youth to elders. The presence of God just was felt. The power of God was there and touch us all. I dont think anyone left feeling empty, we were all filled, renewed and stronger. There are no losers when you serve God. Hallelujah!!!!!!

So I left feeling so great and the enemy try to take it from me but you know what I got rid of him. I all of a sudden got this great painful headache in my head. It was painful. Now for everyone that doesn't know I just recieved my results from my mri and special seizure test and there are no brain tumors or seizures because God is awesome!!!! So I told the devil you cant use that anymore for I am healed. So that feeling went away then I got these horrible pains in mt tummy. Like if some one was ripping my insides out. I was in so much pain and called my hubby upstairs to pray with me. We began to pray and my daughters prayed for mommy to. For the first time I spoke in tongues to the devil and told him to LEAVE ME ALONE, I AM A SERVANT TO THE ALMIGHTY GOD, I told the enemy that he can keep knocking and I will shut him down in JESUS NAME. Then I was still in the spirit and felt the presence of GOD so powerful. I have recieve the gift of the HOLY GHOST but last night I felt Gods hand on my tummy and I heard him speak to me and say I am the healer and this pain will be gone, and in that moment my pain was gone. I was so thankful and I told my husband I thought it was his hand at first and looked down and it was GOD.

Praise GOD. I was so safe and selpt like a baby. The feeling was so powerful and emotional but it was all happy. I woke up a new me today!!!!!

Mark 14:32-38 (New King James Version)
The Prayer in the Garden

32 Then they came to a place which was named Gethsemane; and He said to His disciples, “Sit here while I pray.”

33 And He took Peter, James, and John with Him, and He began to be troubled and deeply distressed.

34 Then He said to them, “My soul is exceedingly sorrowful, even to death. Stay here and watch.”

35 He went a little farther, and fell on the ground, and prayed that if it were possible, the hour might pass from Him.

36 And He said, “Abba, Father, all things are possible for You. Take this cup away from Me; nevertheless, not what I will, but what You will.”

37 Then He came and found them sleeping, and said to Peter, “Simon, are you sleeping? Could you not watch one hour?

38 Watch and pray, lest you enter into temptation. The spirit indeed is willing, but the flesh is weak.”

So I found these really cute hair styles that I am going to try, if I can find the right hair accessories. They are so beautiful and really look classy and elegant. I am hoping I can do them this Thursday, Friday, and Sunday for services. I really like the feathers and the netting. It is my style. I am staring to get in to making my own hair accesories for me and my little girls. I am happy about this. My little girls love the fashion world and art so it gives me mommy and me time with them. Well I just wanted to share them so maybe you to can make them your own as well. Have a blessed day!!!!!

On the right, I like the bottom right, however I love updo and will work with the feathers in a updo style!!!

On the left, again the bottom right but I love the hair down in this one. maybe with some soft waves, making it my own lol!!!!

NOW THESE.......MY FAVORITE!!!!!!

I really love all of these the bow is a bit big for me but is still cute. I am really loving the top left and attempting to wear this look on Thursday. (I hope)

The bottom left on Friday night.... And who know what on Sunday. I will see But really wanted to put these styles out there because they are beautiful. I know we all take glory in our hair and how we style it. Well my sisters until the next posting. Have a great blessed day and see you all in Thursdays service, Praise God

MY HUBBY LOVES ME.......

So I was sitting at my desk and in walked and beautiful arrangement.

My loving husband sent it to me to tell me he loves me lots. I was so surprised and happy. It was really great to get a surprise. I really appreciate the good man I have been blessed with. Praise God!!! I really thank God for the many blessings. My husband is doing so good in church and is praying more and more. I am really proud of him. He is being a great role model to the kids. Well this is just something simple and quick to let everyone know how much I love God for blessing me. I am very thankful.

FEELING A LITTLE UNPRETTY.......

Well I really don't even know what to say but I was feeling so unpretty yesterday. I wanted to put a bag over my face. Then I decided to turn to my Sister Linda and Sister Kendra about it. They gave me so much encouragement and made me realize as a CHRISTIAN APOSTOLIC women I am beautiful as I am. It was great to have sisters to turn to. I was just really thankful for that.

You know I see these girls with make up and hair with different colors and I was just feeling like they look so much prettier than me. At that moment I want to put on make up. I prayed and ask God what to do and that is when I turned to my sisters. Amen!!!

You know I love to have all the beauty show from the inside out. I realized that yesterday. Dark circles or bags under the eyes are okay. God said i gave you sleep now sleep. LOL. that is my problem is I don't sleep enough and then I have these ugly dark circles. I know that I need to take better care of myself because God gave me this temple to take care of it. Now I will smile big and know that I am beautiful because I am a women who lives for GOD!!!! Thank to Sister Linda and Sister Kendra for being there. I love you so much!!!!!

Psalm 139:14
14 I praise you, for I am fearfully and wonderfully made. Wonderful are your works;my soul knows it very well.

2 Corinthians 4:16
16 So we do not lose heart. Though our outer self is wasting away, our inner self is being renewed day by day.

PEAK @ C.A.T

PEAK 2010 ANCHORED................

I don't really even know where to start but i can say is this is so awesome to have are youth come home and bring peak back with them. I wasn't able to go this year to peak but all I know is next year we will be there. God has amazing revival for our church. We had a awesome service and I realized a lot listening to all the young people speak about peak and all the preachings that took place. All I know is our church is on fire. It is so exciting to see all the youth appreciate God and a great pastor. Praise God Praise God!!!

It really made me realized that I have a lot to learn, I have always just prayed about people I know or in our church but what about the people I don't know or who don't know the word. I have never asked God to lead me to someone I could win their soul. I feel so ashamed that I don't go into a coffee shop and talk about God, I am ashamed because of the set of mind I had, but I was renewed last night. God's hand where put on me like never before and it felt great. I am so thankful to God for never giving up and that is exactly what he wants from us as Apostolic Christians. Don't give up on someone who is full of tattoos or piercings. Don't give up on them just like you would not want God to give up on you. Understand what we are so blessed to be able to do. WE CAN SAVE SOULS!!! There is no backslider that can't be saved so don't look at them and lose faith in them. God is all, HE is the I AM. Impossible is not a word.

I am so thankful to God for a great Pastor and Pastor's wife.

The Clarke family have been so good to us and welcoming our family back to church. They have always had their arms open to us. I really appreciate what Pastor Clarke Preaches and stands for. I love my Pastor and Sis. Clarke. They really stand for what we as Apostolic Pentecostal Christian stand for. Praise God! They are where I want to raise my kids. This is what is right for my children and where they need to grow up. I am really thankful. I know God has lead us back here for a reason and is keeping us in arms reach. It has been a great church and my husband has felt the strong anointing in C.A.T. I am looking forward to being a big part in the church and really let people know that I love our church and our pastor and our sisters and brothers.

I LOVE GOD!!!!!

We are so blessed to have Sister and Brother Jeff Rowell. They are the youth leaders of our church and I am looking forward to my children being lead by them. They love our youth so much and they live for God. No matter what God sends there way they love GOD. They are so great. I am waiting for my kids to turn 12 ( well I can wait a little bit) As young kids to see them worship God and ask questions and be hungry for God has been so awesome. I love that I have found truth. It is the great medicine for my soul. AMEN!!!!!! My kids are going to know God and be Baptist in Jesus name and know what truth is and I have great youth leaders who are a blessing to us. They are going to help me raise apostlic christians.

Our youth will shine and will win so many souls. They are ready, they are driven to bring many souls home. Bless them all and let them have the victory. The youth has been renewed and they are ready to go out and give the word of God. I am really excited for them. I am so happy to those who went to peak and felt the message. i am thankful that they came back and brought the message back. Praise God!!!! Let's win these souls and we are most definitely supporting our youth. They are amazing people and youth of ontario go get them.

Matthew 28:16-20 (New International Version)
The Great Commission

16 Then the eleven disciples went to Galilee, to the mountain where Jesus had told them to go. 17 When they saw him, they worshiped him; but some doubted. 18 Then Jesus came to them and said, "All authority in heaven and on earth has been given to me. 19 Therefore go and make disciples of all nations, baptizing them in the name of the Father and of the Son and of the Holy Spirit, 20 and teaching them to obey everything I have commanded you. And surely I am with you always, to the very end of the age.

Amen and I love this awesome feeling!!!!!!

MY LOVELY HUSBAND.....

There is so much to say about the great man I love. It all started in March of 2007 when I saw these beautiful green eyes looking my way. I had just moved in to an apartment. I happen to choose that apartment because there was a woman who lived next store that had kids too. It ended up to be his sister. I really fell in love with him fast. He was so charming and a kind hearted man. I remembered that night when we were there playing a game and just could not stop looking at each other. He had a great smile and he was competitive as well. (of course I won). We ended up being together everyday from that day forward. We just had some much we had in common. I remember him telling me he loved me for the first time. He was on the phone and he said it under his breath and hung up. I had those strong feelings as well. I remember telling him that I did not want a boyfriend at the time and him asking me, "I am not your boyfriend?" I laughed ad said your my boyfriend. From that day forward we were always together. I remember his family saying we always see his truck here and we know he is with you. I was so happy and knew I wanted to marry him. I remember he bought me some roses. He called me and told me he had a surprise for me. My friend and I were saying what if it is the ring. what if he ask you to marry him. to our surprise it was roses and I was looking for the ring. It was it time yet. Then one day he said "you are going to be my wife." We got married 9 months later.
December 11, 2007. I am very happy because I met my hubby and now I know God.
B.C. I was never in the place I am today and God has blessed me with a beautiful family. We have been through some many trails together and have come a long way to serve God as one and not separate that our honey moon is just beginning with God over us. I have prayed for God to do something for my husband and God has always told me " WHEN IS TIME HAS COME HE WILL BE A TRUE MAN OF GOD AND SERVE FULLY JUST KEEP THE FAITH AND THE PRAYERS." I know my God is almighty and always keeps a promise. My husband is doing so good and I am a proud wife of a good christian man. There is something he does to my heart when he prays. It is so beautiful and I see my sons looking up to him and really loving the man he is. I know our relationship is strong and is going to be forever. We are going to grow old together and we will meet at the door way to heaven together. I truly love my husband so much and would be so lost without him. I am looking forward to what God has for us in the future as His children..........We are a family that will serve God together and there is nothing better then that.
Thank you God for this great blessing of a great man..... I love you babe more than I can ever say!!!!!!

Well this is the tribe I have. They are a great blessing. They have very different personalities. I really love them so much and they keep me going. There is Mariah (on top left) She is a beauty. She is so funny because if she is in the restroom talking to you she looks in the mirror at her expressions. It makes me and my husband laugh so much. She loves t pose for the camera. She is a very smart little girl who just knows that she is. I was blessed with her when I met my husband. She and I just fell in love with each other. She has given me a great strength in life. she has a great amount of energy and i love her with all of my heart. Then there is Aleena (top middle) who is about to turn ten this month. She is a bright beautiful christian girl. She loves God so much and really enjoys to sing songs to praise the Lord. She is my angel because when I got pregnant I had cancer and would have never known if she was not my blessing. She is very good girl who helps a lot around the house. She is the only child my mom held before she passed away and she use to make my mom so happy. She is my angel.

Brianna (top right) is my other daughter who lives with her grandparents. She really is a good girl and really smart. She was skipped up a grade. She is very happy where she is at right now and that makes me happy. I pray that she will soon come home with me when she is ready. I really miss her so much. It is hard but I know in my heart she will come home soon.

Then there is Andrew (bottom left) he is a ham. He is really a good boy. He is famous for saying "that's so funny mommy" we laugh hard. HE makes funny faces to my husband a lot. They are really close. I hear him singing a lot of praise songs in spanish and it makes me happy.

He is my baby the youngest and he is going to kinder this year which scares me but I will shed a tear and get over it.

Now Daniel (bottom right) he is my lil man who oreally loves me. Sometime he gets upset and does this pouting face that drives me crazy. He is over all a good boy and I really want him to grow in the church and love God. He is an awesome lil boy. He looks up to my husband a lot and wants to be just like him which really makes me proud.

We really love our kids so much, God has truely blessed us to find each other and raise these beautiful children. Thanks be to the great almighty GOD. We Love the Lord with all our heart.

LADIES NIGHT.......

Last night I went to ladies night at mt church. It was so awesome and good. God really moved in me and touched my heart. I was so excited. Sis. Letty was awesome in the way she had us "soak up the word." I was really moved. We prayed and knew that we were there for one another. After we went to Legends. It is a hamburger place with a whole lot of food. Really good :p. I need to share a ride with one of the sister because my husband had dropped me off. I rode with Sis. Letty who is a beautiful, smart woman. (Ohh and not scary at all lol.) We had great conversations and really were getting to know each other. She is a great person with a heart for GOD. Sis. Letty is actually my neighbor. So I rode home with her and we got home and talk for about 45 minutes, it was very good. I am really excited to be in the church and know GOD.
So by the time I got home it was almost 11:00pm, but I was so excited I talk my husbands ears off. HE kept reminding me I had to work today. He is so awesome to listen to me. So after I was able to relax I fell asleep around 1am and now I am here at work. I am still excited about last night though. Cant wait to get to church tomorrow.
GOD is really awesome and loves you to. HE is so forgiving. Always remember that. Seek GOD and HE will answer........

Here we are....oh way in the back. :p

These are awesome sisters in the church. They are a big inspiration to me. They live for GOD. I am really excited because tonight we have ladies night at church. I know GOD is going to have a strong move in the church. We sing and worship the LORD. I feel so blessed to be a special part of the church.

I am really excited for my husband to go tonight and fellowship with the men tonight and play domino's. That is his game and Texas hold'em. They are going to have ping pong and my husband is so competitive that that is going to be a blast for him. GOD is really changing him and I am for ever thankful for that. I love Jesus.......Forever!

LIVING FOR GOD......

I have been down a path that has brought me to the perfect place. I live for God and I am happy to know THE LIVING GOD. I have a great church and Pastor. I believe strong in what I stand for. My family is also in church. God has blessed us and shown us HE is almighty. I really love Jesus with all my heart. I love being part of a church that has people beautiful. Our pastor is Bro. Clarke. He is a firm strong pastor who stands for the law that has been provided. My husband and I love his teachings and they touch our heart. My family needs this to be in this great foundation. In my heart I know we are in the right place.